I caught up with one of my best friend's Dean for a long time the other day which was really nice, I miss him, as I do so many of my friends who make my life infinitely better just by being in it. He too is in this lost, confused, down in the dumps transition period and took the words out of my mouth in describing the weird inbalance he feels, in that generally he seems really happy because his serotonin levels are riding on his deep down acknowledgment that the heart of life is good, but he's depressed with where his life is right now... so in a nutshell some days I can walk around with a smile on my face and generally "be ok" but other days I'm Miserable Martha who is cranky, cries sporadically, withdrawn, and restless. So sorry to all of you out there who are riding this shitty train with me. Hopefully it gets to my stop soon.
In exciting news, I found my bridesmaid dress for my sister Dena's wedding today! Picture this dress in hunter green and imagine the fabulous corset back it has but you can't see!
ps I know many of you out there (myself HUGELY included) have big issues with our bellies so here's a site for all shapes and sizes. I think it's fascinating that no matter how big or small we all have body image issues... http://thebellyproject.wordpress.com/
Healthy Recipe Fail - Quinoa Pumpkin Pancakes
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JM knows: the heart of life is good. Amazing song. The shitty train will come to a stop soon. I just know it. Meantime, just keep swimming, just keep swimming. I know it sucks, but it's not forever.
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